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Kelly Wilson was last seen at approximately 8:30 PM in Gilmer, Texas on January 5, 1992. Kelly was closing the video store and headed to make the night deposit at the bank just around the corner. Kelly’s car was discovered later in the evening in her employer’s parking lot. The vehicle had a flat tire. All of Wilson’s personal belongings were inside the car, but her keys were missing.

An investigation began shortly thereafter, and a bank camera would show that someone indeed dropped off the night deposit, but it was unclear just who. Rumors would later begin to surface that Kelly was taken by a satanic cult that resided in Gilmer, Texas, even involving the police detective James Brown who was in charge of the Wilson investigation. Charges were filed against Brown in January of 1994 for kidnapping, sexual assault and allegedly holding Kelly against her a will a week before she was murdered. The satanic cult was later found to be nonexistent and Brown was cleared of all charges.

With Brown’s acquittal, one fact still remained, and that was Kelly Wilson was STILL missing. What happened that fateful January night after Kelly completed her shift at the video store? Someone knows the answers. Are you the one who holds the key? Many would argue that Kelly has been missing a very long time, and the family should get on with their lives. How does one forget their child who is missing without a trace??? Who even remembers Kelly Dae Wilson? The ones who will remember are her family she left behind. Kelly Wilson is someone’s child and they love and miss her. If you know the answers to close this unsolved case, you are asked to please contact the Gilmer Police Dept. at (903) 843-5545

Personal Note:Kelly moved into the house next door to me about the winter of 1982 and I still remember the very first time we met. It was snowing that day and Kelly was introduced to me by a girl from down the street that I had literally known my entire life. The three of us played in the snow for most of the day doing things that kids do…snowball fights, snow angels, snowmen, etc. I knew at that moment I had just met someone who would be my friend forever.A few years later I suddenly became interested in girls and was well aware of the crush Kelly had on me. However trivial a 3 years age difference means when you are in your 30’s, as I am now, there is a significant age difference between 14 and 11 so our relationship was limited to kisses on the cheek for birthdays and such. After all, as a strapping 7th grader, I couldn’t be caught fooling around with elementary school children no matter how many hours we had spent together playing in the yard after school.
As time moved on, I had a few relationships with girls my own age, and even one significant relationship in high school, but as always, Kelly was there for me through the highs and lows and our friendship was begining to rapidly change into something much greater. Even though our age difference was still a significant factor in our relationship, we had progressed from pecks on the cheek to real kissing.

By the time I was a senior in high school, my first real girlfriend and I had broken up and I started actively pursuing Kelly. Things progressed nicely even though at various times we were both involved with other people, but it was becoming more and more obvious to both of us that we would be together one day. Sometimes we would just sit around for hours on end making plans for our future, discussing how our wedding would be, how many children we would have, where we would live, etc. etc. etc. By this time her Mother had met someone else and had moved away to Texas, but Kelly remained, living with her Father. I have often thought this greatly increased our desire to be together because we no longer got to spend hours and hours a day playing in the yard. Instead our relationship consisted of talking on the phone and/or sneaking out to meet each other in what used to be a field about midway between both of our houses.

Then one day, for reasons I’m still not sure about, Kelly moved to Texas to be with her Mother, brother, and the new family. I wasn’t overly concerned by this because I was already in college and knew in a few years Kelly would graduate High School and return to Natchitoches to start her college career. I only got to see Kelly 2 more times before she went missing, and I still remember those nights just like it was yesterday.

Now the majority of my time is spent alone, wondering how different my life would have been if we had been one of those fortunate few who grow up to marry their childhood sweethearts. I wonder how beautiful the children I’ll never have would be today. I wonder if all the failed relationships I’ve had since then are the result of someone not being able to live up to the dream I still hold of the perfect girl. Not one day has passed in nearly 2 decades that I haven’t thought about Kelly and I don’t suspect I’ll ever stop thinking of her and the perfect life we should be living together right now…

For those of you who have wondered what exactly happened to BrainSmashR, now you know the greatest tragedy of my life. Now you know why I’m not a Christian and why I choose to not believe in omnipotent beings…and if it turns out that I’m wrong…Heaven Shall Burn